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farhin ahmed, but they call me chickie. i will make 2010 awesome.

Friday, July 10

the sun shines outta my ass


from now on, i dont know you and you dont know me. sounds like a plan



on a clear day you can see forever. on a clear day you'd be able to hear me thinking about you.

a little birdie told me you love me and i believe that you do.

i dont mind guys staring at my ass cause one of them will come and tell me that they see the sun shining out of it.

i saw the sparkle of the sun in your eyes and then i saw the stars come out.

i dont know what to do, give up or keep pursuing you. theres this feeling inside my heart that im always gonna be loving you.


everytime i see you i wonder why you keep doing this to me? you have everything going for you, the world in your palm and everyone wrapped around finger. i know this may sound selfish but it seems like your just taking everything i have away from me, what little i have left anyway.

i wonder if you ever feel bad about what you do to me, cause i feel bad for what i did to you.

we only have each other, but im happy with that and i hope you are too

if life were to throw me a steak i wouldn't take it but when life were to throw me a bone, i'd bite at it then blame god for the lack of food and not giving me a chance in life. we all have our choices and make the decisions, sometimes we just make the wrong choice and then blame others for it so we dont feel bad about screwing up our lives.

there are those who start at the bottom and climb with every thing they got, with every minute they have just to get to the middle but most of the times its those who start at the top that fall to the bottom.

Thursday, July 2

about time




its killing me to watch him turn into everything i've ever hated in a guy.

I can't even believe I'm bout to tell you this.
But it's like every since I've been with you things you know, just been changing.
Parts of me have been dying.
I just wanna tell you about it.



when he put his arm around me, the world around me came to a stand still.

Just understand what you have got here.
I'm the realist you gone find here.
I know you hear this all the time.
I put my heart and soul to mind.



guess what? i haven't thought about you all day.

Thought we was good, cooked me breakfast in the morning
She kept it hood, never trippin' on them shawty's
She get it poppin' whenever just how I want it
She did it all



yes, slowly i am forgetting you.

A permanent hole inside my heart
I wish I could've seen this from the start
Learned my lesson the harder way
Never gon' be the same again



you love him yeah? so please take good care of him. make him happier than i ever could or will be able to.

If you're here alone, baby, we're gonna have to change this
'cause you're sexy than a motherfucker
To get to know you girl I'd really love to
Get to show you a good time



i tell myself over and over again that things will be ok, but i cant believe it anymore

Wanna pull you close to me
And put my hands on your booty
I wanna show you a good time
And pop it off with slow grind



girl: you know what still gets me thinking?
guy: when you think about how close you were to being with him and not me?
girl: pssh no. i still wonder why when you're standing completely naked trying to seduce me, you still have your extra woolly thermal socks on.

I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay



its hard to believe how amazing we were, when now we're a disaster like this.

Did I have to fall in love with you.
I don't know.
Without you I can't function no more.
And you, will never look at me the same.



you were someone i thought i could trust, not like all those others that had disappointed me, turns out you were exactly the same.



p.s i was lying about not thinking about you