be happy.

your all pieces of worthless shit, i can't believe i called you friends.


moonira those photos were about you. the next ones are for you. ILOVEYOU



i feel like shit but these photos made me laugh, i hope they make you laugh too :)




there are some of them i have a wholeeeee heap to upload again after im uncapped :)

shush ya'll

you know whats emabarrasing, i keep your convo open on msn wishing that it'll flash because you'll talk to me but it never happens. i have it open and at the end of the night you sign out without a word and once again i'm left with this feeling of disappointment.

everybody's got tumbler.

everyone's got tumbler now but i like blogspot :)



i thought this was pretty epic.


if i got the chance i would escape this devastingly cruel world to whatever else the hell is out there.


god how i miss this show. it was the best thing thats happened for creativity since the mona lisa. watching this show was an afternoon ritual for me when i lived in hong kong.


when i read this i was astonished at how someone could know my thoughts so well. i believe this 100%


you are my rock even if you might not know it. someone told me i was strong and i wanted to tell them it was only cause you were there for me but i didnt cause i figured you'd shove your foot up my ass :)


whenever im pissed at you its cause you've done something that i didn't expect from you, so don't take it the wrong way it was my expectations that got me mad, not you.


i hate pi.



hmmm....think about it



it sure is.


i put this photo up cause the date on it was interesting. ring a bell ?


i think thats why nerdy guys end up with really nice chicks, cause they're the ones that aren't afraid attempt the climb.



love is being yourselves, not judging, being happy, not saying a word and knowing what the other is saying, making the other happy, knowing each others secrets, after a terrible day and going back to them knowing that you're gonna have another wonderful night. love is undescribable.


when im moody its cause i put up walls that i want you to bring down. after your first sorry my walls have crumbled but i dont wanna let you know that so i keep being stubborn because i want to know how long til you give up on me
....you haven't yet


instant message me NOW !


i've always found him remarkably attracive.


i think theres something wrong with my eyes cause i thought this was ms.pham O__O
and then i thought this was jenny O_O






i said i like blogspot better but i'll probably end up going to tumbler - cause im human i go with the flow.

yo.

everybody nowadays is into that sheldon cooper guy from the big bang theory but i kinda have a bigger thing for the chick, shes hot.

it hit home.

this reminded me of who i actually am and it home that i shouldn't be like this anymore. i fucking love you moonira.

moonira says:
*behave okay? and remember your religion and faith. and know that even when everything seems like its going to fall and there is no body. i'm here.
*loveyou

isolation, the biggest relief.

you know it scares me to think that i could give up on myself so easily, that ive left myself in eternal misery and solitude.



so heres the breakdown. You hate me and i hate you. you bully me and i suffer in silence.



i wish i could draw evil, scary things to express my hatred and misery but all i can come up with is bunnies with big teeth.



and to think that you were someone who i trusted with my darkest secrets.



what happens when you dont fit in, when no one will stick up for you. who are you supposed to turn to?



Its hard to believe im too scared fall asleep because i dread waking up and coming to school. school's like satan in disguise, thats how much it scares me.



i'll slit my wrists if thats what it takes to stop this pain.



what i miss the most is being able to have someone to cry into for hours on end and have no questions asked.


i wonder if you know that you make my life a misery, i wonder how you could torcher someone to the point of wanting to be nonexistent