isolation, the biggest relief.

you know it scares me to think that i could give up on myself so easily, that ive left myself in eternal misery and solitude.



so heres the breakdown. You hate me and i hate you. you bully me and i suffer in silence.



i wish i could draw evil, scary things to express my hatred and misery but all i can come up with is bunnies with big teeth.



and to think that you were someone who i trusted with my darkest secrets.



what happens when you dont fit in, when no one will stick up for you. who are you supposed to turn to?



Its hard to believe im too scared fall asleep because i dread waking up and coming to school. school's like satan in disguise, thats how much it scares me.



i'll slit my wrists if thats what it takes to stop this pain.



what i miss the most is being able to have someone to cry into for hours on end and have no questions asked.


i wonder if you know that you make my life a misery, i wonder how you could torcher someone to the point of wanting to be nonexistent