this one's for you

I reckon mobile phones are a nuisance
They should be eaten by gummy monsters
They freaking ring in the middle of class
They have a caller history which your rents go through
They don’t automatically delete messages
You have to BUY credit to make them talk
And they get a stupid virus so you have half the memory on it that your suppose to
But the photos and memories that come with it make it priceless



Someone once said to me that when you fight with your friends
It just means they care about you more than anyone else
Now I see where her logic comes from
I realized that those fights show that they pick up on the changes you’ve made
They care about you not spending so much time with them
They don’t want you getting hurt over and over again
They hate seeing you put yourself through misery and pain
They hate that some stupid boy could come between your friendship



There’s this part of me which I wish I didn’t have
I think everybody has that part to them
Sometimes it’s their nose
Sometimes it’s their bum
Sometimes it’s their family
Sometimes it’s their friends
But I wish I didn’t have my heart
Cause now it’s been stolen by you



Exams are such a pain in the ass
And having to do one that’s two years ahead of you is even more of a piss off
But do you know what made it worth it?
That I got to miss out on Mafouz’s reproduction test
That I didn’t have to go to any classes
That I got to sleep in for 45 minutes
That after hurting my brain for an hour and a half, I got to see you
Got to spend another 40 minutes with you
I got to fall into your arms and just release



Its easy to say sorry
But to mean it, is the real challenge
Sorry gets thrown around every now and then
But how often do you mean it?
How often do you say and it and wish you could take back what you’ve done
Does it mean anything that you hurt their feelings?
Do you really want to take back that moment where you crushed someone?
It’s not easy, but the least you could do is try



I’m fed up of living up to other people’s standards
Why for once cant I do what I want?
Work as hard as I want
Sleep as long as I want
Read as long as I want
Use the net as long as I want
Study as long as I want
Wear what I want
Do what I want
Say what I want
From now on, I’m gonna be what I want