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im happy. for once in a very long time i can say that im actually happy. its cause of a couple of people. you's make me feel needed, wanted and most importantly loved. i love the lot of you, the phone calls, the msn conversations, the face to face conversations, our little adventures.

the simple gesture of your arm around me, the kiss on the cheek, holding my hand, it makes everything i go through worth while cause at the end of the day i get to talk to you and think about you :) the reason its possible for me to be how i am is because of you, because of you always being there for me. im always worried about you, whether or not your upset or pissed at me. ive never tried so hard to make someone happy as i do you, and im really hoping that its working.


by the way you made my day -
A: are you cold ?
C: yes im still freezing
A: touch my arm is it warm ?
C: omg yes its so warm.
A: come here *hugs C very tightly*
C: i can hear your heart beating
one beat, two beat
C: your hearts getting faster
A: really ?
C: yes, really really. why man ?
A: its cause of you.

you're too goddamn damn awesome :)