oh yeah, i forgot about that.

after reading this i'm pretty sure you're not gonna talk to me again but i have to let it out.



who am i kidding, i'm not over you.

i finally did it and im proud of myself :)

i guess life is too short that's why we gotta jump even if we do fall

"if its a guy that your crying over he's not worth it"
but he is worth it, i know he is.

why is it that i always end up thinking about us again?

its a war of words, death stares and egos

i hear that you talk about me, i just wonder if you think about me too

it hurts when you talk about her, all of the "hers" but i dont think you know it and i'm afraid to tell you to stop in case you stop talking to me altogether.

i'm too scared to think that i fit in cause i'm afraid like the rest of the world i'll be disappointed again.

keeping things close to your chest isn't a bad thing. i do it cause i'm scared that i might say something which will make me lose the little i have left

what happens when the one you love most doesn't love you at all? what happens when the only thing worth fighting for tells you to give up? what happens when i figure out that it'll never be the same again? what happens if i can never find someone like you?

thanks all of you that smiled my way, made me realise i'm not alone

i want to be able to wear short shorts this summer without feeling sefl-conscious, without people telling me i have fat legs, that i have a huge ass and laughing about it




P.S. I LOVE YOU NATALIE WARDLE. lol wardle lol penguin LOL