heres the thing...

i wanna make out with you in the rain
just let the water soak through our clothes
make every part of your body soft and the skin smooth to touch
run my hands through your drenched hair
and let your hands wander
i wanna make out with you in the rain like itll be the last time we'll ever hold each other

dont you ever wonder that you deserve someone better than me? cause i do. u've given all of you into what we have, and i dont think i have. u deserve someone who'll give all of them self into it just like you do. even tho i'd hate to lose you, even tho it would crush me, maybe u do deserve someone better. i wonder if i've given you enough for you to stick around cause i know that theres so much more of me i could give
i'm just afraid that if i do give parts of me to you
i'll lose it forever

that smile of yours i will never forget
that one time where u looked me in the eye
and for the first time i think i could see how much i meant to you
and i realised that without that smile, i wouldnt be able to keep breathing
that if u smiled like that to anyone else i'd be crushed
made me realise that i want to be your one, your only one

javery: chickie, i think i love you, like love love
me: like in love?
javery: yeah
me: dw, i've been in love with you for a while :)
to hear you say those words to me made my heart race
i dont think u'll understand how much it meant to me unless:
you saw me smiling like and idiot by myself as i walked down ingleburn platform
you heard me squel when i told rachel about it
you saw me jump up and down like and lunatic when emma told me more
you really knew why i came up behind you and kissed you on the cheek
you saw me fall asleep with a smile on my face and ur photo next to me

today the world was suppose to end
and i actually wish it had, not cause i'm emo
but cause i would die being the happiest i reckon i will ever be
i would be dying knowing that you love me
knowing that my friends care enough to cry about me
knowing that i wouldnt have to hand in my ipt assignment
knowing that i wudnt be worried sick wondering whats going on in you crerating connections group
but i guess spending one more day with you is worth it
its not as if its gonna kill me :)