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farhin ahmed, but they call me chickie. i will make 2010 awesome.

Monday, September 15

back to the street where we began

“Sex is how I get what I want around here
You have to do it to get somewhere
Everybody I know does it all the time”
That’s the world of a 14 year old model
What a bitch



Theres this territory where no girl should go
Where the paths of innocence and experience collide
Where giving it your all has devastating consequences
When mini skirts and singlets make you a slut
Well don’t be that easy is all I have to say



I met this 21 year old chick
she had no idea what “licking up” meant
she couldn’t say penis or vagina out loud
she wasn’t able to talk about sex or periods
I had to explain to her what oral and certain foreplay were
The furthest this 21 year old had gone was shaking a guys hand
Its not that she was ugly, she was absolutely gorgeous, yet so innocent
I wish I could go back to those days of innocence
Where you were forced to hold a guy’s hand in kindy
Where you had no idea what sex was
Where kissing gave you cooties
Where boys were your worst enemy
Where you didn’t have to dress to impress
I wanna be that girl again, who had no idea about anything
Who could find other things to entertain herself with rather than guys



I could go on forever about this guy I’m madly in love with
But when it comes to writing about my best friends, why am I so speechless?
I just cant find the words to say how much they mean to me
What big a part of my life they’ve become
How I wouldn’t be who I am without their support
That I permanently have a smile on my face cause of them
they’ve supported me through thick and thin
And no matter how stupid my decision, they were by my side
I reckon that’s what all best friends should be like
But mine are always gonna be the best ^^



theres this bear i know
he's 6 foot tall and goes by the name of oscar
he's white like a polar bear
and almost as big
i'll let you in on a secret about him
he gives the world’s best hugs :)



Do you know what’s crazy?
That you love someone no matter how many times they’ve hurt you
But the thing that’s crazier is
That the person who hurt you so many times, loves you just as much



I didn’t know that holding hands could make me feel this way
Just knowing that of all the hands in the world
you chose to wrap your fingers around mine
that feeling when you hold it, I’ve never felt that safe
that feeling when you kiss it, I’ve never felt that loved
that feeling when you don’t, I’ve never felt that alone

2 comments:

Rosa said...

"A smile is your personal welcome mat."

i just felt like sharing this fortune cookie i found.. LOL maybe its something you should have recieved. you said you didn't have words yet you were able to explain it perfectly how much your friends mean to you...


:)

Ebony said...

"I could go on forever about this guy I’m madly in love with
But when it comes to writing about my best friends, why am I so speechless?"

because the way you feel about your friends, is beyond comprehension. because you know how amazing they are, and that leaves you speechless. you dont want to use normal words, because they are so extraordinary, and it wouldnt do them justice.