its time to blog.

When you tell me you love me i cant help but not believ you. i always think you say i love you to me while thinking about her. Just to let you know, when i tell you i love you, i mean it. i'm only thinking of you when i say it, no one else. And as hard as you may find to believe it, you weren't just another guy - you are everything.



I wish i had all those friends your always talking about. I dont think anyone understands what its like to not fit in, being able to go anywhere and not worrying of not having anyone to be with. Then theres the friends which you go everytwhere with and all those thing your always invited to. So i look on and watch at how you know everyone and everyone knows you and as you walked past a smile or word is exchanged. So i get im not funny or that interesting but i dont get why im still that no-one.

times are changing.

we have drifted ..... alot. you said you wouldnt let it happen, but you have. i tried you know. i would try and make conversation at school, on msn but you just didnt make an effort. it was all i could do and now im kind of fed up/pissed. your turn to try now and if you make no effort then i guess ....
at one point it was just you and me, all day long everyday. i remember i'd wake up every weekend and there would be a text from you on my phone. i guess we're past that point now. i just needed to say something and i dont know if you'll read this but thought i'd let you know how i feel.

this is not to get confused, this ones for you

natalie baby :)

Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best

so all these guys thats screwed you over, obviously its because they dont realise what their missing out on. i spend almost every lesson with you and believe me you are the best natalie wardle. you dont need no dickface to tell you you're beautiful i do that already :) he can go die in a whole like a lonely bastard cause nobody will get with the stooge after he's failed to commitment so many times, you deserve the BEST (L)


omg natalie just look at the chick in the background, does that look like jayson with a wig or what ?

honey you need one of these, cause none of them came even close.

you're getting more beautiful every single day :)

here goes.

anonymous says (5:45 PM):
*yes, y do i still love him
- chickie; get our sex on says (5:46 PM):
*cause he was the only one that you made you feel like he was treating you right
*and you had sex with him
*sex is a big thing
*it makes an emotional connection when it happens with non-slutty chicks
*and you dont forget it easily
*its not him that you miss, its all the memories that you had with him
*and memories will only be memories unfortunately
anonymous says (5:47 PM):
*y are u so smart...
- chickie; get our sex on says (5:47 PM):
*cause i went through a year of it with :)

be happy.

your all pieces of worthless shit, i can't believe i called you friends.


moonira those photos were about you. the next ones are for you. ILOVEYOU



i feel like shit but these photos made me laugh, i hope they make you laugh too :)




there are some of them i have a wholeeeee heap to upload again after im uncapped :)

shush ya'll

you know whats emabarrasing, i keep your convo open on msn wishing that it'll flash because you'll talk to me but it never happens. i have it open and at the end of the night you sign out without a word and once again i'm left with this feeling of disappointment.

everybody's got tumbler.

everyone's got tumbler now but i like blogspot :)



i thought this was pretty epic.


if i got the chance i would escape this devastingly cruel world to whatever else the hell is out there.


god how i miss this show. it was the best thing thats happened for creativity since the mona lisa. watching this show was an afternoon ritual for me when i lived in hong kong.


when i read this i was astonished at how someone could know my thoughts so well. i believe this 100%


you are my rock even if you might not know it. someone told me i was strong and i wanted to tell them it was only cause you were there for me but i didnt cause i figured you'd shove your foot up my ass :)


whenever im pissed at you its cause you've done something that i didn't expect from you, so don't take it the wrong way it was my expectations that got me mad, not you.


i hate pi.



hmmm....think about it



it sure is.


i put this photo up cause the date on it was interesting. ring a bell ?


i think thats why nerdy guys end up with really nice chicks, cause they're the ones that aren't afraid attempt the climb.



love is being yourselves, not judging, being happy, not saying a word and knowing what the other is saying, making the other happy, knowing each others secrets, after a terrible day and going back to them knowing that you're gonna have another wonderful night. love is undescribable.


when im moody its cause i put up walls that i want you to bring down. after your first sorry my walls have crumbled but i dont wanna let you know that so i keep being stubborn because i want to know how long til you give up on me
....you haven't yet


instant message me NOW !


i've always found him remarkably attracive.


i think theres something wrong with my eyes cause i thought this was ms.pham O__O
and then i thought this was jenny O_O






i said i like blogspot better but i'll probably end up going to tumbler - cause im human i go with the flow.