aye man

i can't be bothered finishing the stuff about my holidays so i shall just vent. no pictures though =\


im sorry i had to block you, i just needed space.

break the ice wont you? if you just said hi i would put the past behind and start again.

i miss seeing you, you made me feel normal. like i fit in.

so i sat there for the first time since we were there and it felt refreshing? i took myself back to the past and just let myself be imersed in the memories and the good times. i want to go back to when i was happy.

well there were these birds right and they fly in that arrow thing shape. there was a whole bunch flying like that and then one that got left behind. it didn't fit in with them or anywhere else and it just followed and tagged along. none of them stopped to help it along or looked back to what happened to it. that's how i feel. i don't fit in and i don't think i ever will.

its ok to cry right?

while i was walking along the road with tears streaming down my face, the sun came out. i looked up and i smiled the most that i had the whole day. sunshine makes me happy.

im falling even more in love with you.

i tried my best, but now i give up. ive done my part to get things back to the way they were.

i don't let you get under my skin and that means i win :]

having people care about you is someething people take for granted. then one day you see that theres no one that would run after you if you walked away. no one to come to you when you're upset. no one to wipe away tears when you're crying. no one that runs upto you when they see you. no one that cares.