i made myself believe that as long there was a kiss, it wasnt gonna be our last kiss. thats over now cause it was a kiss on the cheek. i've let my chance slip away and i dont think it'll come back, i'll have to wait and see.
i was watching this movie today where the guy just sleeps around with these women and still doesnt fall in love with any of them. i'm wondering how its possible to have sex with someone, something so intimate, and walk away without any feelings. fuck man, why do people do that? how can you walk away from someone thats in love with you after leading them on day after day after day.
everything you did, someone else did better, did what i expected and what i wanted. it really made me realise that you dont love me anymore, you honestly dont have any feelings left and it hit me hard. im 99% sure that you dont have feelings for me but im gonna hang on cause its the 1% that keeps me hoping. i was wondering about what was going through your head during that time and if you actually ever wanted a 10, or was it purely for your own pleasure.
fuck man, what did i get myself into this time, i dont think it was worth it.
i want to be that girl. you know the one he's afraid to live without. the one he will always chase after afraid of losing them. i want to be the one you come to get laughs out of, to smile with, to cry on, to sleep on, just to be the chick you come to when you need anything at all :]
hey greek, keep me safe.
and your guardian angel duty day has been reallocated from tuesday to friday =D
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