young again

when you were younger and your parents fought you could just blame yourself, be good and pretend everything was ok cause you didnt throw a tantrum. but its not so easy anymore now that you understand whats going on. you can't tell yourself that if you do well in your next exam everything will be better, it doesnt work like that. even with music blasting your ears and you stare on blankly ahead you can tell whats going on. the angry hand gestures, the furrowed eyebrows, the big mouthing of words.



these are messages that made me smile like an idiot ^^ and ones that meant alot to me

from S
- hey cheeky lol. hope u enjoyin ur camp :) u know i miss u lol. hope 2 c u wen u get back. L8r tC (K)

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from J
- Im always thinking about u <3 i love you
- hey babe just letting you know i love you

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from J2
- i need you :(

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from A
- Hey...I'm sorry i have to come to you; i have no one else. I'm a wreck, at home alone and I want to punch holes in the walls! I am sick of being so helpless, all i want there's nothing you can do I know, but i like to think there is someone out there that cares about me...

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from J3
- i love you chickie :) xoxo - j.

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from J4
- Lolz better come better 2moro! =P I brang 2 chocolates this morning for us but since you dddnt come i ate it ... now i feel like a fatshit

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from M
- Hey good night, sweet dreamz. I luv u heaps xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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from K
- nGawwws i read the blog like 6 times. i dont find it weird i find it sweet. far out i love you
- i love you MORE :) <3 xx P.S. highlight of my day was prolly reading you say you love me :)
- nGawwws farhin, your so sweet, i was reading that for so long and i dont really know what to txt bak, just i really love you :) you made me smile so much, i still am :) haha especially when i have a best friend like you with me. i love you...so much xox P.S you will smile in Three...Two...One

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from smelly
- P.S i was just thinking about you
- How you're the best thing in my life at the moment. Makes me so happy



p.s i cant believe you blocked me.