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GAHHHH MOONIRA I LOVE YOU (L)
far out i love you :) ngawwwwwwwwww mannn i love you GAHHHHHH I LOVE YOU XOXOX
tell your rents i said "I LOVE YOU GUYS AND BEST OF LUCK"

things seem up? no they dont. i dont even know. you know how you feel shit and lonely and that no one is there, yeah that feelings follows me around like a dog. i thought i my moods were shit before but its way over board i dont even know whats wrong with me anymore. i have issues >.>
1. i blog too much
2. i cry too much
3. i dont care enough
4. i care too much
5. i need space
6. i still love you
7. i cant scream at you
8. i need a life

thats all i can think of for now, im sure theres more. but slowly yes i think things are getting better it might actually work out by the end of the year if nothing else goes wrong ><" i shall hope for the best.
i only have one mark so far that im proud of btw - maths 30/39
im waiting very very very patiently for science and english.

all of tonight ive been listening to free fallin' by john mayer the live version. theres something about the cheering crowds that makes it freaking awesome. anyone who wants to just escape from this world peacefully for 4 minutes should listen to this. it makes you feel so...amazing i guess.



i wonder if you read this, i hope you do cause everything i dont tell you when we talk cause im afraid of what your reply might be i say here.