cant figure out what to call this.

you know what keeps me going and keeps me satisfied? the fact that i have the one thing that she never will and have become so much more than they ever had.



i dont need to bitch about you, to make snide remarks on then net, to call you names and its because im bigger than that, i dont need to put you down to make myself feel better.



turn the music down, i want to hear your heartbeat.



if you were gonna chase me, i promise you ill run slow.



i was wondering last night right before i went to sleep what i miss you actually means. seriously, what does it mean. does it mean that your not happy with what you have now and would trade that for what you had before. or when you say it to someone that you want them back. what does it actual mean when you say it?



you know what pisses me off, that ive told you everything about me spilled out my heart, but i still dont know anything about you.


Stranger - Chris August
Stranger, til i hear your laughter
Crazy, cause your all im after
Its a pleasure, it was nice to have met you
Ill remember to never forget youuu
Cause when im excited
I dont hide it
Just to let you know
Im feeling you baby from bottom to the top
How could i not stop to say hello

So hello there
How are you
Amazing
Its nice to finally meet you
Been patiently waiting
Been waiting to just see you
To tell you i dreamed you
And now i found you
So call off the search
Cause i found my stranger



im waiting for my stranger. the guy that will take my breath away, the one thatll sweep me off my feet and take me away to try and finish off my disastrous fairy tale with a happy ending. im waiting for you to come along and take my mind off of him.



fuck man. im watching the "wedding date" and its such a beautiful movie. i cried at the part where she finds out that her ex was cheating on her with her sister. to make things worse she finds out that the people she trusted and loved knew about it and didn't tell her. movies and tv series fail to stop surprising me with how much they can relate to life.



i miss lying down with you. i miss holding your hand. i miss making you smile. i miss being the one that you think about. i miss not missing you.



i look back and it surprises me to see how much things have changed. how much people have changed. how much friendships and relationships change. how much your will power, determination and goals change.



its ironic how:
hello is always followed by goodbye
the good memories always reduce you to tears
forever never seems to last
friends can just leave you when your down
you'll still stick around when their down
when you need someone they're never there
people change and think they're so much better
many lies can be put in one love letter
one moment can cause so much regret



whats harder than loving someone is having the courage to let them love you back


"last night when we were fighting, i thought it was over and i was going to take off and leave you alone. but then i realised that id rather fight with you than make love with anyone else."



how come when the person you
love does something wrong you
never blame them? you forgive
them foolishly each time.



i still cry when i think about what a two-faced bitch you really are and how you pretended as if your cared about me and i fell for it.